If you don't know me don't even waste your time reading through this post. Yesterday, I used 2 KESN codes that didn't belong to me, but belonged to my friend which I probably lost friendship to now, Rafael aka Aidz.
Why did I do it? I don't know. It sounds sad as fuck to give that answer, but well, I did it and I don't know why. I guess I just wanted something I couldn't get, and took it. However, I played accounts with tons of items worth a lot that were unsealed and my eyes never looked at them, nor did my mind ever think something bad. The truth is only he, me and Hazard (which is another friend of him) had the codes, and I could of juts blamed him. But no, I guess I'm just not made for scamming. I'm probably a big pussy. Somehow, after I did it I was like wtf have you done, Matthew, you lost one friend, the trust MOST of your clan had towards you, etc. And yes, that is true. I was always trusted by a lot of Fierce members, and I never stole any item or did anything similar to that, you can just ask them. I even knew seal passwords some times and didn't take shit out. I think I was probably one of the most trustful guys Fierce had. So, why is it that I did it? Fuck, I wish I knew the answer and I wasn't such a...a idk...and kept on living my life and not giving a shit. Sad thing is, I cannot lol, I feel guilty as fuck. I feel I'm one of those pieces of shit in the Hall of Shame.
I deserve many things now, people will change the passwords of the accounts I had accsess to, they are gonna kick me of ko4life, Fierce vent, Fierce forums, but hey I deserve it. Just do what you think its correct mods, I don't care that much about that.
So again, I lost many things when I did it but I regret it and I think its the right thing to explain everything to the coolest clannies anyone will ever have, at least before the mess grew bigger when the server comes out and Rafa triest to use the codes. So Rafa, I'm sorry, big apologies towards you. Fierce, I'm sorry for doing this and I'm sorry to anyone that trusted me couse now you'll have someone less to trust.
I will repay the total value of the codes I used that were one of 30 day plat worth 35 bucks, 1 of x5 Symbol of Growth that is 10$ and I'll confess I did try to use the 3,200 G1 credit one but somehow my PC crashed so I did not use it at all. It was probably a sign of God ^_^
So people go ahead, ban me, mute me, kick me, hate me, flame me. I don't care about that.
Rafa, I'm sorry and I'll repay you just be kind of patient because all the people I know RL that have a paypal account are in vacation but I'll try to get one a.s.a.p.
Have a nice day (Oh, and I also didn't expect this from me. I'm dissapointed).