I'm not trying to tell you how to run this place, but grow a thicker skin for your own good. One day you'll have to face real life and there's no mod powers you can abuse there.
Sure, calling someone out shouldn't be tolerated but is it perm ban worthy? I don't think so.
The admin(s) here don't seem to care what the mods are doing since this place is already dying. It doesn't mean you can do whatever you want.
You have potential to be a good mod, but unless you stop acting based on your emotions you'll never grow to be a better person.