Well recently i've been so depressed with family, women, but one person helps me along. My dad, we hardly spoke for a year after parents got divorced, now were speaking again, he's working in a pub.

I get 6-7 Free pints a night, which is far enough, (tonight i had 8 pints and a shot of tia maria)

Im sobering up now, but still pretty drunk.

I've been this ay for many weeks now, and i'm managing more and more alcohol each week, seems to be un-affective towards my system.

Will this wear off? Or should i see a doctor?


I finish work at really random times i can start at 9am - 4pm and finish at 5:00pm - 12:00pm...

Shifts REALLY vary but i still manage to get to the pub, my girlfriend dosen't know where I go, i jsut say i work extra, this has been going on for a month now.
I'm more lazy and forgetful, enthusiasm to work, just look forward to a nice pint of Lager.


(As of drunk now) 2:16am